Desperate for LoveDesperation wrapped her tightly in its grasp,Unhappiness oozing from her pores.Loneliness crept into her soul,Expectation pressuring her to leap before looking.Imagination stronger than truth,Belief fueled her foolishness, recklessness.Caution thrown out the window,Impatience clouded her judgment.Lessons forgotten with each fresh face,Passion strangled her heart.Heartache waited just around the corner, imminent,Brought upon herself....All in her search for Love.
I Had To Let You GoIt was the first time I lied to you.Two little wordsSo harmless apart,So hurtful together."Are you okay?""I'm fine."How could I tell you?How could I tell youIt felt like my heart was being crushed,How hard it was to breathe,The way my mind was racing,Hoping, praying my voice wouldn't crack?Oh, how much I wanted you to fight for me,To figure out some other way!But I knew you shouldn't.Wouldn't.Couldn't.And I couldn't ask.You hadn't even decided if we had a chance,If I was worth it.I knew 'now' was not an option,And I would've waited,If only you had wanted;That's how much I cared.Though less than lovers,We were still more than friends,Two people wanting different things,Moving in different directions,Yet bound togetherBy some invisible force.But I knew there was no roomFor compromise,Both of us stubborn in our ways.And I couldn't in good conscienceAsk you to even considerSacrificing a single thing... for me.It's not that I wanted to give you up,And I'
Untitled 9Words and feelings unspoken, unsaidSwimming around my heart, my headUnsure of what you'll do or sayHoping you won't walk awayScared I may be too guarded, too toughThat I might not be good enoughAfraid that I'm not worth the workTerrified of being hurtRegardless still I've let you inDespite my doubt and fear withinSee in my eyes, my trust you've wonPlease don't take my heart and run