I gave you so much of my precious time, and you traded me for trash. You preferred the immature, so I waited for the crash. I wanted only good for you, but you ghosted just the same. So I sat back and watched as you played your little games. They all tried to warn you, but you didn't want to listen. You scoffed, knew better, because you bathed in the attention. It wasn't long, before you blocked I saw, I didn't say a word. It was all as I predicted, and you got what you deserved.
I grew up thinking that men were created to hurt with fists and with words, to cheat and to lie and to never compromise. But slowly I learn that men can be gentle and kind supportive, refined faithful and sincere and not godheads to be feared.
Verse:
Lost inside myself
Abuse unspoken
The child within
Lies bruised and broken
And cries for help
No longer stuck in the silence
She emerges screaming
The tears pleading
To stop the bleeding
To stop the violence
(Pre-chorus)
Somebody help me breathe
Pull me out from underneath
Chorus:
I feel like I'm drowning
Hold my head above the water
I can't feel the ground and
I don't know why I bother
Verse:
Sick inside my head
I'm face down in the pillow
Weeping like a willow
I'm feeling so low
My life's hanging by a thread
This must be my destiny
This is my end
I'm already dead
You just don't know it yet
This is the end